Sometimes pain sneaks up wearing the wrong face. This morning, I woke up with grief sitting on my chest like a stone, tears flooded my eyes obscuring my vision. My body doubled over around my arms clutching at my ribs in an attempt to protect my shattered heart. Trying to hold in the broken pieces … Continue reading When the Present Reaches Back to Touch the Past.
Author: Little Miss Disorder
Survivor. A journey to mental health hopefully or at best understanding and improvement
Finding Yourself Again: Overcoming the Shadows of Narcissism
What They Don’t Tell You (About Narcs and What They Leave Behind) The day I remember when I was finally free— A new home, a new start… but no longer me. Where had she gone, the fun-loving chick? The feisty smart cookie, with life at her feet. Walking the fields with my dog by my … Continue reading Finding Yourself Again: Overcoming the Shadows of Narcissism
The Sea of Change: Life’s Unpredictable Journey
Life is a dynamic journey, reflecting constant change symbolized by the sea. Waves transform landscapes unexpectedly, highlighting both beauty and destruction. Each day presents new challenges, where remnants of past lives emerge amidst turmoil. Navigating this unpredictability requires resilience, as life’s cruel tides relentlessly reshape our paths without remorse.
Exploring the True Meaning of Goodness in Society
The narrative explores the tragic life of a broken man, abandoned by a selfish society, who struggles with profound grief from the loss of his son and mother. As he seeks help, he encounters unempathetic figures, contrasted with a kind stranger willing to listen. The story questions the true essence of goodness beyond appearances.
Overcoming Silence: Claiming Your Worth
This reflects on my journey of reclaiming my voice after a history of trauma, neglect, and abuse. Through supportive relationships, it emphasizes the importance of self-advocacy, healing, and the right to be heard and respected.
Finding Beauty Within: A Beach Meditation Experience
The beach meditation reveals a dialogue with God, emphasizing self-acceptance and recognizing one's beauty. It encourages finding beauty in everything and loving oneself first for true connection.
Understanding Autism and Loneliness
My journaling describing loneliness and a desire for human connection, particularly as an autistic individual facing misunderstanding and stigma. Seeking recognition and companionship, challenging societal norms and advocating for the acceptance of diverse identities.
Conquering Nightmares: Anxiety and Sleep Solutions
Musings during another lousy night. Writing this helped me get grounded and back to sleep. Eventually. I hope it helps you too. To know you are not alone. Keep fighting the dark.
Understanding Trauma: Navigating Intrusive Thoughts
Trauma can lead to overwhelming thoughts and feelings that feel monstrous or shameful, such as self-harm or violence. These thoughts are responses to unbearable pain and do not define one's character. Healing is possible with understanding and support.
Embracing My Unique Rhythm of Autism
The poem expresses a unique autistic perception of time, contrasting the speaker's personal rhythm with societal norms. It illustrates how the speaker's experience of time is nonlinear and beautifully chaotic, rejecting conventional expectations. Ultimately, it celebrates individuality and the beauty of differing perspectives on time.
Living on the Edge 